For you stallion

This is one the song in my favorite album *Falling into you* by Celine Dion

Hope you can find the person to mend your Heart :)

Artist: Celine Dion
Album: Falling Into You
Title: Call The Man

Close the door
Shut the world away
All the fight's gone from this wounded heart
Across the floor
Dreams and shadows play
Like the wind blown refugees

Call the man
Who deals in love beyond repair
He can heal the world
Of hearts in need of care
Shine a light ahead
When the next step is unclear
Call the man
He's needed here

I close my eyes
I remember when
Your sweet love filled this empty room
The tears I cry
Won't bring it back again
Unless the lonely star should fall

Call the man
Who deals in love beyond repair
He can heal the world
Of hearts in need of care
Shine a light ahead
When the next step is unclear
Call the man
He's needed here

Needed in the chaos and confusion
From the plains to city hall
Needed where the proud who walk the wire are set to fall

Call the man
Who deals in once upon a time
Maybe he
Can mend this broken heart of mine
Shine a Light ahead
Now the future isn't clear
Call the man
He's needed here
Call the man
He's needed here

He's needed here
He's needed here
Call the man

He's needed here
Right here right now.



A dedication from a friend accross the world. ;)
~Diamon~

Me is tagged

Okay I got tagged by no other than stallion, this seems really hard way to many things to list.
But here it goes...
10 years ago: Wow I can reminisce about a decade ago does that mean am getting old?
Any way, lets see I was 12 and in junior High those were the years of me acting all grown up and doing things big girls supposed to do. And of course wishing every single day of my life that I was 18 years old.

5 years ago: I had been in the united states for 11 months and was my 1st year in college just was not fun. I was not open to making new friends and was just self sufficient. Spend the whole year mostly on the phone talking to my fiends back in Dakar that could not be here with me.

1 year ago: I have NO IDEA, probably working this last year had went so fast for me that I think that new year was a month ago. So am guessing mostly out with my newly married but not pregnant cousin Aby and just shopping all over the place.

Tomorrow: uhhhhh what is tomorrow? Oh Friday so I will be with my Aunt and Cousins baking cakes, cup cakes, and muffins, after that I have a business meeting for 2hours then we all go to a restaurant and have dinner.
5 snacks I enjoy: Fruit salad, Spicy Doritos, White chocolate, Ice cream cone, Protein bars.

5 bands/artists that I know the lyrics to most of their songs: wow that would be Celine Dion , Shania Twain, Faith Hill, Matchbox 20, Dido and so many many more.......…

5 things I'd do with $100,000,000: This is actually one of my dreams that will be accomplished Inshallah. But until then this is how is going to be: 1st estate in the woods by a privately owned lake *mine*, 2nd a penthouse in Florida just in the case the winter gets too cold for me here. A beach house, everyday car you know a Monday, different than Tuesday….
Owning couple of businesses, Take care of the family, Some charities, and a program to help kids and adults to get the right information on how to build a solid and successful financial stability not no theories we get in school that we never use after we graduate the classes.

5 locations I'd like to run away to: My home, my room, my bed, a peaceful park and my mom did I write that? Yes I did my mom is awesome even when she drives me crazy at times!

5 bad habits I have: Self sufficient sometimes, Forgetful, read way to many novels, Just plain Lazy at times,
5 things I like doing: Love to dance, lying in my bed day dreaming, Shopping, Hanging with friends, going to the park

5 thing I will never wear: things that dont match, bad jewelry, too much make up, awful shoes,

5 TV shows I like: The 4400, Charmed, CSI, NYPD-criminal intent, Oprah

5 movies I like: Titanic, The fugitive, Troy, The patiot, Bravehearts and way so many more.....
5 people I'd like to meet: Bill Gate to pick his brain and Steven Spielberg, Usher just to check him out, Mel Gibson, Oprah

5 biggest joys at the moment: Having the house to myself, 5 New CD's that I download for free, My brand new 27" flat screen TV, my brothers DVD collection, not cooking everyday.

5 favorite toys: my camera, computer, ipod, does my clothes, shoes and accessories count? because those are my most favorites.

who am I to tag next? okay got it you Deedee.

UPDATE

Okay as I have written on my last blog about this Hot, Cute, Sexy and Smart guy that has caught my attention.
Everyone said for me to talk to him since he seems a little shy to approach me.
This was the plan ,we were to have a picnic last Saturday so the day before I decided to have a talk with him but an emergency at work stop me from seeing him that night.
So on Saturday morning I gave myself a pep talk before I left for the picnic to break the ice with Mr perfect since his taking sweet time.

The picnic was very fun we play Tennis, Basketball, volleyball, even half an hour playing soccer, and so many more games.......
I still had some butterflies in my stomach because I was waiting the right moment to get things moving. So after we played mid-game before lunch "streets and alleys" His best friend got hurt I don't know what he was doing. But anyway he got hurt and an ambulance had to be called and was taken to the emergency room. So my Mr perfect had to go with his buddy and make sure everything was alright with him.
The paramedics said that it wasn't serious so the rest of us continued to have lunch and among other things. I though let me wait two or three more hours and see if might come back. I figured the minimum wait there would be at least 3 hours before he sees the doctor so .... I don't even know why they call it emergency room.... Anyway got off the subject there a lit bit. But I think the mood was spoiled anyway. After playing kick ball "our team" won the game too *yeah baby* so I just went home took a cold shower, crawled in bed and cranked my music up till I fell asleep.
Oh next morning do you have any idea how sore I was? that's another story but I really did have fun playing the games.

I think the mission is left for another day....... Call me chicken but I am kind of glad I didn't talk to him. Maybe that's why it didn't happen. I don't know.... Just wondering

What yall think??

Window shopping

Yep after work last night I decided to go to the mall and see what are the latest fashion.
Got there and found out I had just missed the Columbus Jazz Orcherstra performe at the middle of Easton Town Center for like 3 Hours free to the public.
I could have made it on time if my cousin Aby was not taking forever to get ready for us to go to the mall. She is very pregnant and has to have everything from water thru..... every little things before we leave the house.
But we improvised and did some window shopping and found some really cute stuff. Watched the movie Mr and Mrs Smith "really cool" Spend some ridiculous money on food and called it a day!

Do you have any idea what's going to happen to my next paycheck???

Oh and here some of the picture that was saved from my trip to New York.

People I really need help here what should I do???

Okay it's Friday and am I really excited about the weekend coming up?!
Here is my schedule for the week end, visit family on Friday night, and Saturday morning then there is a party on SAt night after that we are supposed to be finishing the night at a 24hour restaurant. Sunday I am suppose to go and see a movie with a friend. Still not excited why???
what else guy trouble.
Okay I have know this guy for the last year. At 1st when I saw him and my heart was acting a little funny but I brushed it off and said I must be mistaking.
But no no the feeling got stronger and stronger the more I see him. So I did whatever I could do to though it out until I didn't feel anything anymore. Still didn't work, I try telling my self every possible reason in the world why I shouldn't like the guy; still didn't work.
So I told myself he can't possibly like me. You know so I can feel bad and get over him. You can guess it didn't work. And to make matters worse I caught him looking at me with the kind of look that is all glassy-eyed and gooey more than a few times. Now I know he must feel something for me too.
So the past couple of months have been hell. And you now it's bad since I am posting it on my blog. I never let my feelings get out of control but with this one it's a different story :P
For some reason I think he is afraid to approach me. I don't know why it's always like this with the guy I am ever interested in, they take for ever to make they move and that just kills me.
Any way so a week ago I decided to give a break since he was taking for ever and gave him my cell number and my e-mail address.
So you can imagine me checking my mail for the past week every single hour to see if he sent something. And I jump everytime my cell rings still no sign of him. I know that he is traveling a lot about his job this week and next but can't he find at least a couple minutes and say hello?
He is the reason I can't possibly enjoy anything this month.

Ladies and gentlemen please input here what should I do???? I am going crazy here :(

SUMMER FUN!!!

Well well this morning I woke up feeling like crap. Went thru the routine of showering, brushing, and all the millions other things that we have to do to be presentable. Still felt like crap.
So I go to work feeling like some more crap. I just wanted to go home and curl up in my bed and spend the day there. " that was an hour ago"

My friend just called and invited to a wedding that is happening tomorrow in Richmond, Indiana and she would not take NO for an answer so I gave in and decided to go for the wedding.
Plus I know I will have fun because this is going to be on HUGE wedding. Plus what happens in wedding stay there right? I don't know but I am going to really be out of my comfort zone and just enjoy my self.
Then next weekend My friends are planning a summer party for this summer of LOVE as they are calling it. Any way don't know the details yet but I can say that it is going to be a hell of a party because of the people that are going to plan it.
Okay, then the weekend after that we have a pic nic planned that I had forgotten about.
which is going to be more fun. We are going to have it at a park and there is lots of food and games and lots of fun stuff that are gonna take place. Man I feel great already!!

Last but not the least the last weekend in August I am flying to Atlanta, Georgia for a friend's birthday party that she is planning. She also have been reminding me every time we talk on the phone because she knows the relationship that I have with my nice, beautiful, just perfect BED. LOL, yeah people I can choose to stay in bed instead of a party. You have to meet my bed to know what am talking about.
So it's 3 of us leaving Ohio to go to ATL for her birthday.
Of course there are some little dates in between those wonderful things happening. I just forget sometime and someone has to remind me that good things are happening.

So what do you guys think about this month of August of mine???

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